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“It didn’t seem to matter how many boundaries I’d put in place or how much I’d grown in self-discipline. As I found myself acting in a way that grieved me to watch, I had to admit that I wouldn’t be doing this if part of me didn’t want it. The very fact I was doing it showed this is what I really wanted. How could I both hate something and want something at the same time?” — Michael J Heil
It didn’t seem to matter how many boundaries I’d put in place or how much I’d grown in self-discipline. As I found myself acting in a way that grieved me to watch, I had to admit that I wouldn’t be doing this if part of me didn’t want it. The very fact I was doing it showed this is what I really wanted. How could I both hate something and want something at the same time?