“i feel you at 3am when my heart is too restless, when my. heart. feels… like life has to hold more than this. it has to. because i feel you. in ways i don't understand but, somehow… understand. like some sort of north light, or that fallen star at 11:11 when i wish, when i breathe in and it feels like light, when i breathe out and all the heavy i've ever known just… fades. all these little ways that i. feel. you. and you're not here. but you're everywhere. you're in everything.”