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“I really wished to be like him so that he could feel the way I did but I realised I couldn’t hurt him so bad that he could damage the ability of some other person to trust someone else ever in his life.. he becomes a self loathing person.. he becomes someone is always filled with pain of being subjected, being used for pleasure and needs, being living in a constant feeling of not being enough.. I couldn’t become the manipulative person who could ruin someone’s confident in love and give a damn about it. I couldn’t become someone who could constantly lie and cheat to the person who stood by in thick and thin, did everything selflessly in the desire of getting loved the same way.. I really, really wanted to be like him.. I couldn’t.” — Himmilicious