“And in Mom's necklace is the echo of their every other sacrifice—her slippers cuffing the hallway as she folds laundry, covering my chores while I studied into the night; the scar where she cut her finger chopping black chickens to nourish me during finals; Dad chauffeuring me to my clinic internship; all their worries over my med school applications. It's one thing to dance around the little controls Mom exerts on my life. Quite another to shed a hard-fought-for future of financial security and respect for our families. My parents would slit their throats for my happiness, and in return, my future is their future. I should have known better than to let myself get swept away.” 21 Book:Loveboat, Taipei Source: Loveboat, Taipei
“I don't care what baggage they dragged over the ocean. They have no right to make me carry it the rest of my life.” Immigrant ExperienceImmigrant ParentsParental Expectations Book:Loveboat, Taipei Source: Loveboat, Taipei
“I have a confession," he murmurs between kisses. "That first day, sitting beside you in the van, I wanted to kiss you then." "Was that why you were such a jerk?" "Was I?" "Definitely. Where?" "Where what?" "Where did you want to kiss me?" His voice is husky. "Everywhere.” TaipeiLoveboat Book:Loveboat, Taipei Source: Loveboat, Taipei
“I snatch my body as well as my bad from Rick. My heart pounds in my throat. His hand and arm have branded themselves through the fabric of my clothes into my skin.” TaipeiLoveboat Book:Loveboat, Taipei Source: Loveboat, Taipei
“I tilt my head, reading without words. Us cutting our own path through the rock, until we merge with the larger river of life. The flow of water breaks my heart, but it also mends it again--everything art is supposed to do.” TaipeiLoveboat Book:Loveboat, Taipei Source: Loveboat, Taipei
“I stir under Zavier's arm, which shifts to my hip. Heavy and intimate and possessive. The subtle scent of him, cologne, sweat, male, reaches my nose. His body is imprinted all over mine--and what does this mean? I'd never been the focus of such ravenous want. Never imagined how irresistible its pull. Sex isn't the barely tolerable duty of procreation like Mom always insinuated. It's two human beings fitting seamlessly together. Maybe it was the dancer in me, but I'd known instinctively how to move--” TaipeiLoveboat Book:Loveboat, Taipei Source: Loveboat, Taipei
“--and at every turn, he finds excuses to touch me, pushing money into my hand, running his palm down my back, around the curve of my waist.” TaipeiLoveboat Book:Loveboat, Taipei Source: Loveboat, Taipei
“He takes his time. A slow burn that builds and builds, until I am clawing at the stones and my back arches, and my toes splash and my body ripens under his grip.” TaipeiLoveboat Book:Loveboat, Taipei Source: Loveboat, Taipei
“You're up early," he says. Asshole--it's just past one. "Too early." I give him the finger, low, earning a startled exclamation from his partner. Then I duck around them and head into the gym, Rick's chuckles ghosting behind.” TaipeiLoveboat Book:Loveboat, Taipei Source: Loveboat, Taipei
“I glare around the lobby, and suddenly no one will meet my eyes. "If you guys want a live viewing someday from a girl you actually care about, then maybe instead of doing a hundred push-ups a day and ogling a photo that doesn't belong to you, you should man up and be the guy who deserves one. So anyone with my photo, hand it over now.” TaipeiLoveboat Book:Loveboat, Taipei Source: Loveboat, Taipei