“No matter how many procedures or work you get done, it'll never be itself again. It will go on working for a while until something else arises, then it's back to square one. You hate it because you know and fear that anything could go wrong, but a body is like a car. You want to scream because the pain is unbearable. You need this car. You need this body. But a body is like a car, so you will soon have to say goodbye to the laughter and smiles that came with the memories. A body is like a car. Someday will be the final goodbye, but you wish that it was not today.” PainLossGrief Author:Alexis Kirksey