“In the daytime, I know that they're (Russians) close. But at night, my optimism abandons me, I buckle. The night is German, and who am I against the night?” HopelessHolocaustAushwitz Book:The Beautiful Days of My Youth: My Six Months In Auschwitz and Plaszow Source: The Beautiful Days of My Youth: My Six Months In Auschwitz and Plaszow