“To commit herself to becoming "an apostle of Joy" when humanly speaking she might have felt at the brink of despair, was heroic indeed. She could do so because her joy was rooted in the certitude of the ultimate goodness of God's loving plan for her. And though her faith in this truth did not touch her soul with consolation, she ventured to meet the challenges of life with a smile. Her one lever was her blind trust in God.” SoulMightJoyFeltChallengesPlansBecomingDespairGoodnessUltimateBlindCommitHeroicTrust In GodRootedConsolationApostlesLoving LifeLeversCertitudeGoodness Of GodBlind Trust Book:Mother Teresa: Come Be My Light: The revealing private writings of the Nobel Peace Prize winner Source: Mother Teresa: Come Be My Light: The revealing private writings of the Nobel Peace Prize winner
“There is so much deep contradiction in my soul. Such deep longing for God - so deep that it is painful - a suffering continual - and yet not wanted by God - repulsed - empty - no faith - no love - no zeal. Souls hold no attraction - Heaven means nothing - to me it looks like an empty place - the thought of it means nothing to me and yet this torturing longing for God. Pray for me please that I keep smiling at Him in spite of everything. For I am only His - so He has every right over me. I am perfectly happy to be nobody even to God. . . . Your devoted child in J.C. M. Teresa” LooksMeanChildrenSoulWantedSufferingHeavenPrayingPleaseEmptyLongingPainfulAttractionMy SoulSpiteContradictionDevotedZealPraying To GodNo LoveTeresaKeep SmilingJust Keep SmilingPray For MeEmpty PlacesLonging For God Author:Brian Kolodiejchuk
