“הוא תמיד ציפה שהיחסים איתם ישתנו ככל שהוא יצבור חוויות, ובאמת לאחרונה הקשר ביניהם הלך והפך ליחסים בין אנשים בוגרים, בצורה שהוא לא יכול היה לדמיין קודם לכן. אבל הוא לא חשב שהוא יהיה חשוף לקצוות החדים ולמגבלות שלהם כל כך מהר וכל כך מוקדם. כמו לגלות פתאום שהעולם הוא כן שטוח ולא נשארו יותר הרפתקאות ודברים מופלאים לחקור בצד השני. במקום זה אתה רק נעלם מעבר לקצה.” Growing Up Book:Autoboyography Source: Autoboyography
“Will anything ever be permanent? What the hell am I going to do with my life? I only get one shot at this, and right now, I’m finding my value only in being valuable to others. How do I find value for me? Calvin told me to do something with my brain, but how? Threads of ideas appear on the edge and are gone as soon as my fingers settle on the keys. There’s no connective tissue to string them together, no skeleton to hold them up. I want to live my life with the intensity I see on the stage up there, want to feel passionate about something in that same way. But what if it never happens for me?” LifeFearGrowing UpDecisions Book:Roomies Source: Roomies
“The enormity of this started to sink in and I all but collapsed back into my chair. This, here, was life. This was life beginning for us: weddings and families and deciding to step up and be a man for someone. It wasn't about the fucking jobs we had or the random thrills we sought or any of that. Life was built from the bricks of these connections and milestone and moments where you tell your two best friends that you're about to have a child.” Growing Up Book:Beautiful Player Source: Beautiful Player