“I need to learn how to stop destroying myself, stop being hard on myself and be nice to myself. I need to keep telling myself that I need to keep wanting something, something nice, something warm[so] I can make other people happy. I can understand other people's pain because I can love even after all that is left of me is gone because I have that strength.” PeopleNeedsI CanHardPainLeftGoneNiceWarmDestroyingBeing NiceBecause I Can Author:Daul Kim
“I cried, for happiness, for sadness, but most of all, for emptiness.” SadnessEmptinessCried Author:Daul Kim
“I am a dumb piece of meat and I rot everyday my flesh gives a rotting smell and people say it's the smell of life and they come to me and watch me rot and get happy and upset and annoyed and disgusted and maybe sometimes feel compassion but they don't realize they are rotting too.” PeopleGivingFeelsSometimesRealizingCompassionWatchesPiecesEverydaySmellFleshDumbUpsetMeatAnnoyedRottingDisgustedWatch Me Author:Daul Kim
“I wonder whats wrong with me. Sometimes I just keep wanting to go deeper and deeper into the world of self destruction. Like as if I want to see myself fail completely and disappear.” IfsWorldWantSelfSometimesWonderFailingDestructionDeeperDisappearSelf DestructionSelf Destruct Author:Daul Kim
“I feel kinda happy. I discover that you were not leaving or disappearing. It is like you are here, there and everywhere. Just in the air. You taught me about time. I am now learning about space. It seems that both just vanish. It is awesome. Maybe the closest feeling to love.” FeelsFeelingsSeemsSpaceAirTaughtLike YouLeavingDisappearClosest Author:Daul Kim
“I'm lonely. What kind of loneliness? Every kind. I feel disconnected. Abandoned. As always. Repetition. So what, my love? So what? At first, I just wanted to run away. Now I have no where else to run to, nothing to run from. I don't belong anywhere, I don't want to go anywhere, I just want to be happy.” WantFeelsFirstsKindRunningWantedLonelinessLonelyAbandonedRunning AwayRepetitionDisconnectedWant To Be HappyI'm LonelyI Just Want To Be HappyJust Want To Be Happy Author:Daul Kim
“I hate fishes, they all look so miserable. 3 seconds later they will forget. And then I envy them.” LooksHateForgetI HateFishesEnvyMiserableSeconds Author:Daul Kim
“I already accepted that I relate to nothing. The more I gain, the more lonely it is I know I'm like a ghost.” KnowsGainsLonelyAcceptedGhostRelate Author:Daul Kim
