“My mother was very beautiful and very clever, like all mammas, so I loved her and hated her. I began to hate her when I was around ten, maybe because I loved her so much that the idea of losing her threw me into a permanent state of anxiety, and to calm myself I had to belittle her.” DeathMotherHateFearLossGriefMotherhood Book:Incidental Inventions Source: Incidental Inventions