“Sometimes I worry (and I know I worry too much, too seriously) that I will have the same self-doubts and uneasiness as a man as I have a woman. I worry that I will fail to find the happiness I think I will. But as I wash myself and prepare for this surgery, when I buy my new shirts and look at my breasts and think they are sexy (!), I know I'll come out of this a better person.” TransgenderTransTrans ManFtmGender Affirmation SurgeryTop Surgery Book:We Both Laughed in Pleasure: The Selected Diaries of Lou Sullivan Source: We Both Laughed in Pleasure: The Selected Diaries of Lou Sullivan