“The wave changed everything. It had an effect of malice, as if he were suggesting I could never be completely on my own, that he would be around, that he would be back. I was suddenly afraid. The thing is, that feeling is just as real to me now as it was then. The visuals are just as real.” FearMemoryBeing AfraidTraumatic Memories Book:I'm Thinking of Ending Things Source: I'm Thinking of Ending Things