“What have I ever done that God should make me suffer so? I feel that my abnormality bars me out of the ministry, the profession of my choice, and most likely out of all other professions. I feel that this passion is going to wreck my life, and never permit me to make any return to my parents for all they have done for me. I have no hope for the future. In the convention, while I would be singing, I was in thought hacking my body to pieces with a sword, or piercing my breast with a dagger. My continuous prayer was : ‘ Father, Father, hear my humble cry. While on others thou art smiling, Do not pass me by !” PrayerMinistryJoblessTransgenderComplaintTransgender IssuesTransgenderismTransgender WomenTrans PeopleCalling To Ministry Book:Autobiography of an Androgyne Source: Autobiography of an Androgyne