“I have learned that I am a better everything because I wanted and loved those babies so much. I am also a better everything because I lost them. Sure, the losses left my heart and soul shattered at first, but now with daily work in recovery I have a scarred but healing heart and soul” Self HelpEmpowermentMemoir Book:Ever Upward: Overcoming the Lifelong Losses of Infertility to Define Your Own Happy Ending Source: Ever Upward: Overcoming the Lifelong Losses of Infertility to Define Your Own Happy Ending