“Yes, I am as one who tries to sail against the current up over a waterfall, and I feel that the current has grabbed me and overpowered me ...... I no longer know where it leads me ...... perhaps towards complete destruction ...... and yet I cannot get off the boat now that I am halfway, the decision has been made ...... there is no turning back.” DestinyFateTransitionTransgenderNo Turning BackNo Going BackTrans Woman Book:Lili: A Portrait of the First Sex Change Source: Lili: A Portrait of the First Sex Change