“Hearing this, I get a flash of pride at the fact that Peter wanted to be with my mother more than she wanted to be with him. This pride comes from the same internal place as the delusion I spent much of my young adulthood believing: that it is better to be the one desired more, rather than the one doing more desiring. As if love were a contest; as if desire were fixed, or absolute; as if either position could insulate you from being harmed or causing harm; as if being in control could insulate you from anything.” LoveDesireRelationships Book:What My Mother and I Don't Talk About: Fifteen Writers Break the Silence Source: What My Mother and I Don't Talk About: Fifteen Writers Break the Silence