“It's just a game to God, he is everywhere and without end. He just calls. - Young Titans” ArtGodThe NetherlandsNescioAmsterdam Stories Book:Amsterdam Stories Source: Amsterdam Stories
“I can't [stay out of the ocean], or just barely," Bavink said. " It's so strange having that melancholy sound behind you. It's like the Ocean wants something from me, that's what it's like. God is in there too. God is calling." - Young Titans” ArtGodNatureOceanThe NetherlandsAmsterdam StoriesBavink Book:Amsterdam Stories Source: Amsterdam Stories
“There you were, [Japi] said, hurtling on this earth through the icy blackness of space, where night never ends, the sun had disappeared never to rise again. The earth raced on through the darkness, the icy wind howling behind it. All those heavenly bodies hurtling through space. If one of them hurtles into you, then you're lost, lost with all the other fifteen hundred million unlucky people. The Freeloader” StarsMortalityNescio Book:Amsterdam Stories Source: Amsterdam Stories
“She wants to work, not think. But I don't believe she'll ever stifle her soul. Those dear to God's heart above all others have to bear that burden to the end.” GodDivinityPoetsThe NetherlandsNescioAmsterdam StoriesDichtertje Book:Amsterdam Stories Source: Amsterdam Stories
“Als je een dichtertje bent, loopen de mooiste meisjes altijd aan den overkant van de gracht. En zoo werd z'n heele leven één gedicht, wat ook vervelend wordt.” LovePoetryPoemNostalgia Book:De Uitvreter, Titaantjes, Dichtertje, Mene Tekel Source: De Uitvreter, Titaantjes, Dichtertje, Mene Tekel
“s Zondags liepen wij uren en uren ver over wegen, waar zij nooit kwamen, en op kantoor dachten wij aan de slootjes en de weilanden, die wij gezien hadden en terwijl de heeren ons bevalen dingen te doen waarvan wij 't nut niet begrepen, dachten wij er aan, hoe Zondagavond de zon was ondergegaan achter Abcoû. En hoe wij woordeloos 't heelal doordacht hadden, hoe God ons hoofd, ons hart en ons ruggemerg gevuld had en hoe mal zij zouden kijken, als wij hun dat zouden zeggen.” YouthNostalgiaArtists Book:De Uitvreter, Titaantjes, Dichtertje, Mene Tekel Source: De Uitvreter, Titaantjes, Dichtertje, Mene Tekel
“What you’ve worked so hard to make your own— what you love—disappears or changes into something unrecognizable: landscapes and waterscapes, roads, bridges, buildings, villages and cities, people too. They don’t ask you first, they just do it. - The End (1937)” NostalgiaNescioAmsterdam Stories Book:Amsterdam Stories Source: Amsterdam Stories
“It was in December. I stood in the back of the tram, all the way in the back. It drove through the country and stopped and started again, it took hours, the countryside was endless. And the sky got bluer and bluer and the sun shone until it seemed like flowers would have to start sprouting out of the country bumpkins. And the red roofs in the villages and the black trees and the fields, most of them covered with straw, had it nice and warm, and the dunes sat bareheaded in the sun. And the road lay there, white and smarting, it couldn't bear the sunlight, and the glass panes of the village streetlamp flashed, they had trouble withstanding the glare too. But I got colder and colder. And the tram ran as long as the sun shone. It's a long ride from Hillegom to Leiden and the days are short in December. By the end, a block of ice was standing there on the tram staring into the big stupid cold sun that was flaming red as though the revolution was finally starting, as though offices were being blown up all over Amsterdam, but still it couldn't bring a spark of life back to my cold feet and stiff legs. And it kept getting bigger and colder, the sun, and I got colder and stayed the same size, and the blue sky looked down very disapprovingly: What are you doing on that tram?” DecemberAmsterdamTram Book:Amsterdam Stories Source: Amsterdam Stories
“God was good that afternoon, and merciful. His world came in through our eyes and lived in our heads, and our thoughts went wordlessly out across the world, far beyond the horizon they went. - Out Along the Ij” GodNatureThe NetherlandsNescioAmsterdam Stories Book:Amsterdam Stories Source: Amsterdam Stories
“But these aren’t the first eventful times I have lived through and if I’m granted even more years then with God’s help I will most likely get to my third war. The silent course of things takes its silent, implacable course, the little man who is a hero today will tomorrow, when peace comes, be scolded in his stupid little job or maybe won’t have a job at all and will turn back into the useless piece of clockwork he used to be. And if he has a little more to him, maybe he will read the first chapter of Ecclesiastes: “All things are full of labour; man cannot utter it.” Eventful times. What remains from Italy’s eventful times in the thirteenth century except Dante’s Inferno? Do. As if I haven’t had enough pointless doing. Oh they have nothing else, they only are when they do. I want to be, and for me to do is: not to be.” WwiiThe NetherlandsNescioAmsterdam StoriesInsula Dei Book:Amsterdam Stories Source: Amsterdam Stories
“We strolled to the end of the platform. We came to a man with a signal lamp and I saw that as he passed us he looked at a conductor standing on another platform and made a drinking movement with his hand near his mouth. We stopped past the end of the roof and looked at the sun. "You see the sun, Koekebakker?" The sun was especially clear, right in front of us, close by, bigger and redder than I had ever seen it. It almost touched the rails, it didn't flash brightly on things anymore, there was a dull glow only on the frosted windowpanes of the train shed to the right of the track. "You think I'm drunk?" I did indeed. "It doesn't matter, Koekebakker, when I'm sober I don't understand anything anyway." "Do you understand what the sun wants from me? I have thirty-four setting suns leaning against the wall, one on top of the other, all facing the wall. But every evening it's there again." "Unless it's cloudy," I said. But he wouldn't let himself be distracted. "Koekebakker, you've always been my best friend. I've known you since--how long has it been?" "Thirteen years. That's a long time. You know what you need to do? Do me a favor. You have a hatbox?" I didn't say anything. "Put it in a hatbox, Koekebakker. In a hatbox. I want to be left alone. Put it in a hatbox, a plain old hatbox. That's all it's worth." Bavinck blubbered drunkard's tears. I looked around helplessly. A man in a uniform with a yellow stripe on his cap came up to us and spoke to me. "I think it would be better, sir, if you took the gentleman home.” ArtistModernTrainDrunkZon Book:Titaantjes Source: Titaantjes
“... And two thousand years, that's nothing, the earth had existed for thousands and thousands more years than that and would probably exist for thousands more. The water will flow for thousands of years more, without him seeing it. And even if the world did end, that still didn't really mean anything. There would be so much more time afterwards, time would never end. And all that time, he would be dead. The Freeloader” TimeStarsMortalityNescio Author:Nescio