“What do I do with all this pain? Where do I place it? If I cannot give it to God, then who do I give it to? If I don’t get it out of me, then it will kill me.” ‘But I want to die, don’t I?’ Samyaza took his cheeks, held them. “You don’t want to die.” “I do.” “No, you don’t.” Samyaza’s thumb dragged along to catch one of Azazel’s tears. “You want this pain in you to die.” “I’m all pain now.” LovePainDeathReligionLoss Book:Angels & Man Source: Angels & Man
“[...]Like that. Yes. You’re doing it well.” He said the words he wished his Father had told him. “I’m very proud of you.” And though his voice shook, her smile made him surer of his decision than all else. ‘God will never love me again.’ He pulled her close and kissed her forehead. ‘But I won’t miss His love. I won’t miss Him.’ It was a lie, but he had been lying to himself for so long, had been a sinner all along. ‘I’ll learn to believe it.” LoveReligionHealingParentingFatherhood Book:Angels & Man Source: Angels & Man
“Is Father good because He is good or because He says He is good?” GodFaithHeavenHellAngelsLuciferMichael Book:Angels Before Man Source: Angels Before Man
“There is love there always, only sometimes bundled in angry grief. If he didn't love him, it would not hurt this much, would it?” LoveHurtBetrayal Book:Horns For Hell Source: Horns For Hell