“It's all about self-discipline. Like, self-obsession is connected completely with self-loathing, and it's the same with, if you've got a weight problem. It's all about... finding some worth in yourself, knowing that you've got the discipline to do it, and knowing that other people maybe can't do it. And it's also, I think, really connected to the fact that you almost feel, like, silent, you have no voice, you're mute, there's just no, you've got no option. Even if you could express yourself nobody would listen anyway. Things that go on inside you, there's no other way to get rid of them.” PeopleIfsThinkingWayFeelsSelfFactsProblemVoiceKnowingGoes OnDisciplineFindingsWeightSilentConnectedObsessionSelf DisciplineExpress YourselfLoathingMuteSelf LoathingSelf HarmSelf ObsessionWeight Problems Author:Richey Edwards
“People say to the mentally ill, ‘You know so many people think the world of you.’ But when they don’t like themselves they don’t notice anything. They don’t care about what people think of them. When you hate yourself, whatever people say it doesn’t make sense. ‘Why do they like me? Why do they care about me?’ Because you don’t care about yourself at all.” PeopleThinkingKnowsWorldCareHateIllDon't CareLike MeMake SenseAbout YourselfHate YouMentally Ill Author:Richey Edwards
“I’m not really worried what people think about me. Because I judge myself harsher, and on more strict terms, than they ever could probably.” PeopleThinkingTermJudgingWorriedStrict Author:Richey Edwards
“All my life I've felt weak compared to other people. If they want to crush me then they can. But I know I can do things that other people can't.” PeopleIfsKnowsWantI CanFeltCan DoWeakCrush Author:Richey Edwards
“You get respect in society if you are aggressive. If you fight then people respect you. If you fight back, people like you for that as well. When Ive been beaten up, if Ive been in a pub doing nothing wrong, the fact I chose not to fight back, that I would never throw a punch back, people say Im weak. I dont think thats a weak thing at all. I think why should I descend to their level? If Ive done nothing wrong, throwing a punch back makes me as bad and corrupt as them. As evil as them, as stupid as them.” PeopleIfsThinkingShouldWellsDoneFactsFightingEvilLevelsStupidLike YouWeakThrowingAggressiveShould IBeatenDoing NothingPubs Author:Richey Edwards
“It's about people who take their frustration out on everyone around them. I never raise my voice. Cutting myself or hurting myself is the way I deal with anger.” PeopleWayVoiceHurtDealsCuttingRaisesFrustrationHurting MyselfCutting Myself Author:Richey Edwards
