“I feel like he's taking advantage of me. Advantage of my illness. He thinks he can rewrite history in any way that he likes and I will never know, never be any the wiser. But I do know. I know exactly what he's doing. And so I don’t trust him. In the end he is pushing me away, Dr. Nash. Ruining everything.” ThinkingKnowsWayFeelsEndsAdvantageIllnessLikesPushingWiserDrsDon't TrustTaking AdvantagePushing Me AwayRuining Everything Author:S.J. Watson
“I step back further, until I feel cold tiles against my back. It is then I get the glimmer that I associate with memory. As my mind tries to settle on it, it flutters away, like ashes caught in a breeze, and I realize that in my life there is a then, a before, though before what I cannot say, and there is a now, and there is nothing between the two but a long, silent emptiness that has led me here, to me and him, in this house.” FeelsTryingMindLongTwoHouseRealizingMemoriesStepsColdSilentCaughtSettlingEmptinessAshesAssociatesBreezeTiles Book:Before I Go To Sleep: A Novel Source: Before I Go To Sleep: A Novel
“I closed my eyes and abandoned myself to my grief. It felt better, somehow, to be helpless. I didn't feel ashamed.” FeelsEyeFeltGriefAshamedAbandonedHelpless Author:S.J. Watson