“For some reason all activity, all happiness on the part of other people made me feel like vomiting. I was aware that my own life was finished and was slowly and painfully guttering out. What earthly reason had I to concern myself with the lives of the fools, the rabble-people who were fit and healthy, ate well, slept well, and copulated well and who had never experienced a particle of my sufferings or felt the wings of death every minute brushing against their faces?” HappinessDeathSufferingHealthyPainfulFoolsVomit Book:The Blind Owl Source: The Blind Owl
“I used to try to recall the days of my childhood but when I succeeded in doing so and experienced that time again it was as grim and painful as the present.” ChildhoodPainfulPresent Book:The Blind Owl Source: The Blind Owl