“Wanting to be an artist and being one are different. Perhaps I am just like everyone else and my disappointment is desiring to be special but not being special at all. Perhaps my life's purpose is to square myself with this.” PurposeArtistUnderstandingSpecialAcceptanceUniquePurpose Of LifeLife PurposeAcceptance Of OneselfWannabe Book:I'm a Fan Source: I'm a Fan