“Josh wanted to be the one to break the color barrier. When the Dodgers signed Jackie Robinson he knew it was over for him. He wasn't going to make the big leagues, and he also knew that because of his health and his bad knees his career with the Grays was about over. He didn't know what to do with himself. They say a man can't die of a broken heart, and I guess that's true. But I'll tell you this, all of this sure lessened Josh's will to keep going, to keep fighting to stay alive.” KnowsMenHeartBigsWantedDiesFightingCareersBreakAliveColorBrokenBaseballKneesLeagueBarriersKeep GoingStaying AliveJackieJoshDodgers Author:Ted Page