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“There was a volcano brewing inside me, I was pretending having the time of my life. Laughing with my family, hugging my three year old niece, following my to-do list, taking care of my skin. But while I was acting like I was at the Mardi Gras, inside there was a funeral going on.”

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That’ll Be Our Song

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