Quotessence
Home / Quotes / Quote by Julie Yip-Williams

Quote by Julie Yip-Williams

Work

The Unwinding of the Miracle: A Memoir of Life, Death, and Everything That Comes After

Browse quotes and source details for this work. more

Author

Julie Yip-Williams

Browse famous quotes and profile details for Julie Yip-Williams. more

You May Also Like

“Before this, I couldn't understand why a person would commit suicide. And while I now have the perspective that only comes from distance, and the perspective always comes, I know the power of a lie has to shrink time into what seems the eternal end of things. It is a true miracle I survived that hour. I wasn't numb anymore. I was allowed to feel the brunt of it. The bones penetrated my chest in a sudden rip, emptying a body of blood down my shirt and onto my lap. The blood pooled in the lap of my pants and seeped into the carpet in my hotel room. I clasped my hand over my heart and knelt between the bed and the television and rolled onto the floor and cried out to God a lamenting demand that he would come and save me from the sorrow that, for the immensity of it, I could only attribute to him in the first place. I didn't want to learn whatever it was he wanted to teach me. I cried to him an angry petition for rescue. I doubted him and needed him at the same time. God seemed to me, in that moment, a cruel father burning a scar into my skin with his cigarette. And yet I knew he was the only one with the power to make the pain go away.”

LifeGodSpiritualityLiving
Book:A Million Miles in a Thousand Years: What I Learned While Editing My Life
Create image