“Everyone thinks I have a death wish, ya know. But I don't want to die. Dying is easy. No I want to live. But getting close to death is the only way to feel alive. And once you do it makes you realize that everything you were doing before wasn't actually living. It was just making due. Call me crazy, but I think we do the best living when the stakes are high.” LivingLife And DeathFeeling AliveBeing Alive Doesn T Mean LivingDeathwish Book:A Gathering of Shadows Source: A Gathering of Shadows