“It's hard not to hate. People, things, institutions. When they break your spirit and take pleasure in watching you bleed, hate is the only feeling that makes sense. That's what I need to tell you. To let you know how hard I'm trying not to cave under the weight of all the awful things I feel in my heart. When I look at my day, I realize most of it was spent cleaning up the damage of the day before. In that life I have no future. All I have is distraction and remorse.” PeopleKnowsNeedsFeelsTryingLooksHeartHardFeelingsSpiritHateRealizingPleasureBreakKnow HowMy HeartWeightInstitutionsAwfulMake SenseDamageDistractionCavesCleaningRemorseHate PeopleCleaning Up Author:J-Ax
“When we find ourselves devoid of passion and purpose, the first thing we need to do is stop. But that's not easy. The rest of the world is zooming by at full speed. Left alone with ourselves, without a project to occupy us, we can become nervous and self-critical about what we should be doing and feeling. This can be so uncomfortable that we look for any distraction rather than allowing ourselves the space to be as we are.” WorldNeedsShouldFirstsLooksSelfFeelingsPurposePassionLeftEasySpaceProjectsCriticalSpeedNervousUncomfortableAllowingDistractionLeft Alone Book:I Will Not Die An Unlived Life: Reclaiming Passion and Purpose Source: I Will Not Die An Unlived Life: Reclaiming Passion and Purpose
“It is to our lack of proper content ("notre manque de contenu propre:;», Fr.), of our inner emptiness that we need occupations and distractions, otherwise ("faute de quoi", Fr.) we experience boredom, which is nothing elses than the feeling of unease that take hold of us when our spirit is not absorbed by the mirages of life.” NeedsFeelingsSpiritBoredomEmptinessOccupationDistractionMirages Author:African Spir