“Id rather die than have more. Actually I'd rather die than most things. But you know that about me. Will I ever see you again? You could come and see me here. Today I imagined you walking in, like I did when your leg. I imagined you telling them to let me go because you loved me and you'd look after me. I cried . . .” FantasySadSuicideDesperateRescueDesperationSuicidalSave MeRescue MeI D Rather Die Book:Troubled Blood Source: Troubled Blood