“It really hasn't hit me that I am about to die. I see the grief around me, but inside I feel serene and a certain kind of peace. My whole life I've wanted to be a gay man and it's kind of an honor to die from the gay men's disease.” DeathGayLgbtTransgenderTransHiv AidsTrans ManFtmTrans MaleTrans Masc Book:We Both Laughed in Pleasure: The Selected Diaries of Lou Sullivan Source: We Both Laughed in Pleasure: The Selected Diaries of Lou Sullivan