“If I am seen to be strong it is because I shall be the first to fall. What courage you sample in my visage is only determinable in defiance for which my ambitions differ entirely. What right have I to speak for those whose suffering exceeds my past, whose fates were obliterated and will ape no more? Shall I expect to inherit this latent expansion for the sort we safely cannot conceive who do not yet suffer emptily? Late morning in a general practice waiting room, do they sleep only of exhaustion?” SufferingFateSolitudeExistentialismPessimism Book:The Tedium Lies Source: The Tedium Lies
“When I wake to consider the vaporous aether of our universe, everything feels as though contained within an impenetrably dark infinitely expanding bubble through which the empty space overtaken is sacrificially loaned unto a mockery of its antithesis, across waning dales where the dead retire, to be reclaimed by this cosmic tide, recycled, reincarnated into further being, a self-renewing system of cacophonous consignment inuring one maniacal God His baseless funereal watch, an elementary decree whose advantage succeeds into everlasting fire.” GodSufferingUniversePessimismNihilismMisotheism Book:The Tedium Lies Source: The Tedium Lies
“Only the inconvenience of being ushers suggestion without a solution, the binding of man’s effigy in letting pained blood, teasing angst at the burden of long exile between death.” DeathSufferingBloodBeingExile Book:Tome of Ruin Source: Tome of Ruin
“Much of the world’s scripture denigrates what would ultimately steer an honest life, one that sanctifies gnomic courage without sacrifice to the will of He who watches from afar like a colosseum of resentment, like a festering cradle, entertaining incredible patience for the whole charade, the agonising anthill, the starving labyrinth, the enclosure of His vain architectural prominence erected in order for more abject varieties of vying death, blind and maimed, to appease prolonged viewing till the whole extinction of man.” GodReligionSufferingAtheismMankindScriptureExtinctionMisotheism Book:The Tedium Lies Source: The Tedium Lies
“The products and processes of nature which functionally disseminate life are each founded by a pledge of pain to be endured. Every good, every sigh is a distraction allaying weakness and death. Nature is a malformed vermin, a parasite burrowing audaciously the aches of a comatose universe.” DeathSufferingNatureExistentialismPessimismNihilism Book:The Tedium Lies Source: The Tedium Lies