“That day wasn't the first time I had attempted suicide. Simply disappearing into the distant nothingness where there was no pain and no more feelings - back then I thought it an act of empowerment. Otherwise I had very little power to make any decisions about my life, my body, my actions. Taking my own life seemed my last trump card.” DespairDepressionVictimSuicideTraumaPowerlessSuicidalHostagePowerlessnessKidnappingKidnappedSuicide Attempt Book:3,096 Days Source: 3,096 Days
“Suicide seemed to me the greatest kind of freedom, a release from everything, from a life that had been ruined a long time ago.” FreedomSuicideRelease Book:3,096 Days Source: 3,096 Days