“That's the Zach I wanted back. The son I knew and loved. But it seemed almost greedy to long for that. He was alive. Shouldn't I be grateful? How dare I say it wasn't enough?” LossGriefGuilt Book:Hit Hard: One Family's Journey of Letting Go of What Was--and Learning to Live Well with What Is Source: Hit Hard: One Family's Journey of Letting Go of What Was--and Learning to Live Well with What Is