“I'm realizing that if I am to cross the distance between near-death and renewal, instead of trying to bury my pain, I must use it as a guide to know myself better. In confronting my past, I have to reckon not only with the pain of losing other people but also with the pain I've caused others. I must keep seeking truths and teachers on these long, lonely stretches of highway even when--especially when--the search brings discomfort.” Pain Book:Between Two Kingdoms: A Memoir of a Life Interrupted Source: Between Two Kingdoms: A Memoir of a Life Interrupted