“Enemies" don't exist externally. "Evil" does not exist externally. One has to assume blame oneself for being a worthless person.” LifePhilosophyEvil Book:Welcome to the N.H.K. Source: Welcome to the N.H.K.
“Frightened of my futureless life, scared by my foolish anxieties, unable to see ahead and aiming nowhere, I continued ceaselessly living my ridiculously idiotic life.” LifeFearWorryFutureAnxietyHopelessnessAimlessness Book:Welcome to the N.H.K. Source: Welcome to the N.H.K.
“I just didn't understand. What should I do? What did I want to do? What was I thinking...? It didn't really matter if she died. That's what I thought. It's all the same in the end. The only difference is whether death comes sooner or later. Even if I do keep living, there will be only more suffering and more hardship. There's no meaning to it. There's no meaning to life. It would be better to die. This was a thoroughly logical conclusion that no one could refute. At least, I couldn't refute it. In fact, I doubt that anyone was less suited to the role of convincing someone else to give up on suicide than I was.” LifeDeathSufferingSuicideMeaningHardship Book:Welcome to the N.H.K. Source: Welcome to the N.H.K.
“I shut myself in because I'm lonely. Because I don't want to face any more loneliness, I shut myself away. [...] I'm greedier than anyone. I don't want some half-assed happiness. I don't need some partial warmth. I want a happiness that goes on forever. That's impossible, though! I don't know why it is, but in this world, some interference is sure to come. Important things break right away. I've been alive for twenty-two years, and I know at least this much. It doesn't matter what the thing is, but it will break. That's why, from the beginning, it's better not to need anything.” LifeHappinessBreakForeverLonelinessLonelyNeedInterferenceHikikomori Book:Welcome to the N.H.K. Source: Welcome to the N.H.K.
