“Eventually I confess to a friend some details about my weeping—its intensity, its frequency. She says (kindly) that she thinks we sometimes weep in front of a mirror not to inflame self-pity, but because we want to feel witnessed in our despair.”
In this thought-provoking essay collection, the author delves into the multifaceted nature of the color blue, examining its significance in art, literature, and personal experiences. The essays offer a unique perspective on the emotional and symbolic meanings associated with blue, weaving together personal reflections with historical and cultural insights. more
Maggie Nelson (b. 1973) is an American poet, essayist, and critic known for her genre-defying works that blend poetry, memoir, theory, and criticism. Her writing explores themes of gender, violence, family, and art. Her acclaimed book 'The Argonauts' won the 2016 National Book Critics Circle Award and became a landmark in queer theory and autobiographical writing. Nelson's unique style combines first-person narrative with philosophical inquiry, challenging traditional literary categories. She has taught at the California Institute of the Arts and the University of Southern California, and currently lives in Los Angeles. more
“You burn like hell, pure red and stormy and I fly like smoke, pure black and gloomy.”
“Urgency and despair don't get along well.”
“I will kill myself soon. But until then how do l tame my pain?”