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“This guilt was an invisible but heavy albatross hanging around my neck. (That’s a reference to Coleridge’s The Rime of the Ancient Mariner.) I wear that bird like Björk wore her swan dress. I wave from a red carpet leading to hell.”

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Myriam Gurba

Myriam Gurba is a writer known for her profound social commentary and portrayal of marginalized groups. Her exact birth and death dates are unknown. more

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