“I wanted to retain the right to disappear. Remaining in place, nesting -- it sets off fears that somebody would yank me away. To counter it, I had to flee. I had to reassure myself that I still knew how to escape.” StabilityRestlessDiscontentNestingFear Of Stability Book:The Girl Who Smiled Beads: A Story of War and What Comes After Source: The Girl Who Smiled Beads: A Story of War and What Comes After