“I'm something that I used to be. I'm never where I feel I am, and if I seek myself, I don't know who's seeking me. My boredom with everything has numbed me. I feel banished from my soul.” IfsKnowsFeelsSoulUsedSeekingUsed To BeMy SoulBoredomEmptinessDetachmentNumbness Book:The Book of Disquiet Source: The Book of Disquiet
“I've weaned myself down to about, on a great day, on a really great day, three cigarettes. For a nicotine junkie the essential cigs are three: the first-of-the-day cigarette smoked after lunch, the after-dinner cigarette and then the one taken whenever you want - the luxury-wild-card smoke. It used to be quite a bit more. It used to be, I'd smoke the table. I'd smoke the patch. I'd smoke the gum. So I feel good about it.” WantFeelsFirstsUsedThreeBitsTakenDrugEssentialsTablesDinnerAlcoholFeel GoodCardsUsed To BeLuxurySmokeLunchCigaretteReally GreatPatchesJunkieGumGreat DayI Feel GoodNicotineCigs Author:Johnny Depp