“If. If. If this all happened! I, F, - he had to hang on to those two little letters, just one tiny two letter word. If. So much hope and dread hung in the balance on those two little blips in the alphabet! A chasm in fact!” HopeWaitingWhat IfDreadNot KnowingUnknownIfUnknown FutureWondering What IfHopefull Book:Vocation of a Gadfly Source: Vocation of a Gadfly