“Soon I’ll no longer have to worry about death; now it’s life I have to worry about. It’s now time for me to be a man, and it’s the scariest thing I’ll ever do. It really scares me. It really scares me that I won’t have what it takes. That’s a scary thought.” WarArmySoldierPtsdIraq WarDeploymentUs ArmyMedicRedeployment Book:Mass Casualties: A Young Medic's True Story of Death, Deception, and Dishonor in Iraq Source: Mass Casualties: A Young Medic's True Story of Death, Deception, and Dishonor in Iraq