“The worst part of feeling poisoned was that it seemed to wipe out anything in me that was gentle and intelligent and funny— all the things my mother had loved about me. I was devastated to think that if she had ever been able to come back, I might already be unrecognizable to her.” Anger And GriefPoisoned WellRetaining Your Humanity Book:After the Eclipse: A Mother's Murder, a Daughter's Search Source: After the Eclipse: A Mother's Murder, a Daughter's Search