“And yet another part of me knew that if he showed up tonight and I disliked the start of whatever was in store for me, I'd still go through with it, go with it all the way, because better to find out once and for all than to spend the rest of the summer, or my life perhaps, arguing with my body.” DesireSexSexualitySelf DiscoveryCall Me By Your NameAndre AcimanSexual IdentityThe First Time Book:Call Me by Your Name Source: Call Me by Your Name