“every time I long for you, I promise myself it's the last, I wish I could love myself the way I love you unconditionally. overlooking ever negative, repeating small gestures over and over in my head to get high from that nervous feeling how do I manage to remember every little instance between us when I can't even remember to eat how did you become so important that I'm willing to give up my dreams to support you in following yours. I'm turning into a fool hanging onto the last thread of hope believing it to be love.” LovePainLove QuotesTraumaLove HurtsPainful LoveUgly Love Author:adya agni
“you're a museum of things that remind me of the worst time of my life yet somehow, you radiate comfort I want to feel, remember how the pain felt when I'm around you it hurts, but it's a good kind of pain, I've finally been released.” LovePainLove QuotesTraumaPain QuotesPainful MemoriesPainful Love Author:adya agni
“I will fear no man that bleeds the same blood as I who carries the same scars, fresh wounds, or healed over marks. Cause despite being through the pain I'm alive, I'm present and nothing they do can hurt me more than I can myself.” HealingAliveEmotionsIndependentTraumaRecoveryTraumatic Experiences Author:adya agni
“I realized you took away the one thing that truly belonged to me. my emotions used to belong to me. I guess I should thank you for Stripping away my guilt, my empathy, and my ability to feel for others. Maybe thank you for teaching me how to manipulate, to never let emotions be weaponized against me. Is it a good or a bad thing? To never love? To find & hate? To be numb? To pretend to feel? To be able to use emotions against others. There are so many instances where I sit down and just wish with everything inside that I could feel something except anger, just wish for a single tear so I can let out the pain.” PainHateEmotionsTraumaManipulatePainlessEmotionless Author:adya agni