“This is the first fight that I've been around for and I know instantly that the terrible adrenaline flung into the crowd with the force of two flailing fighters will never be my drug.” SchoolChildhoodAnxietyMemoryAdrenalineFights Book:Handsome Vanilla Source: Handsome Vanilla
“My stomach is in instant pain and I feel that terrible adrenaline again. I hate the crowd even more than the fighters and I see myself learning that proximity to pain is a particular pain of its own.” SchoolPainFightingChildhoodEmpathyMemoryAdrenalineFights Book:Handsome Vanilla Source: Handsome Vanilla