“I stayed with him, Alex. Voluntarily. For a long time…I think I knew, deep down, it wasn’t right. But I stayed anyway. I stayed even though staying hurt. Because I hoped one day…I’d be…enough? That we’d be happy. That I could be what he wanted if I just folded myself small enough.” HurtTraumaPast Relationship Book:Cloudy With a Chance of Bad Decisions Source: Cloudy With a Chance of Bad Decisions
“What did it say about me that my “practice boyfriend” was better at taking care of me than the man I’d thought would be my life partner? How had I never noticed? Scratch that—of course I had. I just…I suppose I hadn’t thought I deserved better. It was an awful sort of feeling, to come to terms with the fact that Brendon had been a horrible boyfriend when I’d put him on a pedestal for so long.” HurtRegretTraumaPast Relationship Book:Cloudy With a Chance of Bad Decisions Source: Cloudy With a Chance of Bad Decisions
“And yet here I was—falling for his charm when I’d promised myself I was done with this. That I would never let another man control my emotions. That I’d never give someone power over me again. I didn’t know how to stop. I didn’t want to stop. Content to ride this train till the end, because for the first time in my life I was discovering what it felt like to be treated well. Which was…infuriating.” HurtAngerTraumaPast Relationship Book:Cloudy With a Chance of Bad Decisions Source: Cloudy With a Chance of Bad Decisions