“It wasn't supposed to. It was just supposed to stop you from hurting yourself.” “It helps—” “No it doesn't. It just pushes it away temporarily. Just like the booze.” “But I need—” “You need to let yourself feel. Feel it, own it. Then move on.” “You make it sound so easy.” Bitterness drips from each syllable. “It’s not. It’s the fucking hardest thing a person can do.” I smooth a damp strand out of her face and away from my mouth. “It’s the hardest fucking thing. It’s why we drink and do drugs and fight. It’s why I play music and build engines.” FightingGriefMusicCuttingDrinkingWordsReliefBitternessFeelingFeelCopingFallingHurtingColtonFalling Into YouCopeJasinda WilderNell Book:Falling Into You Source: Falling Into You
“It’s not okay,” I tell her. This gets her attention; it’s not what she was expecting. “You don’t have to be okay.” “What do you want from me?” Her voice is ragged, desperate. “I want you to let yourself be broken. Let yourself hurt.” She shakes her head again. “I can’t. If I let it out, it’ll never stop.” “Yes, it will.” PainFearHurtGriefSadnessBrokenOkayDesperateFallingHurtingColtonFalling Into YouJasinda WilderNellSuffereing Book:Falling Into You Source: Falling Into You
“You can’t hold it in forever,” Colton said, apropos of nothing. “Yes, I can.” I had to. “You’ll go crazy. It’ll come out, one way or another.” “Better crazy than broken.” I wasn't sure where that came from, hadn't thought it or meant to say it. “You’re not broken. You’re hurting.” HurtGriefCrazyBrokenHurtingColtonFalling Into YouJasinda WilderNellSupression Book:Falling Into You Source: Falling Into You
