“I think a lot about killing myself, not like a point on a map but rather like a glowing exit sign at a show that’s never been quite bad enough to make me want to leave. See, when I’m up I don’t kill myself because, holy shit, there’s so much left to do. When I’m down I don’t kill myself because then the sadness would be over, and the sadness is my old paint under the new. The sadness is the house fire or the broken shoulder: I’d still be me without it but I’d be so boring.” SadnessDepressionSuicide Book:The Future Source: The Future
“The first time I saw her, Everything in my head went quiet.” PoetryDepressionMental IllnessSpoken WordOcd Author:Neil Hilborn
“Love how you hate yourself sometimes, because at least there's still something to hate.” HateDepressionMental IllnessSelf Hate Author:Neil Hilborn