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“Admirable, Kol thought bitterly, guilt gnawing in his gut. You’re wrong about me, Adella. He let out a guttural shout as he threw the book, and it slammed against the wall. You hired me to protect you, and I left. Now you’re gone— He pressed his hands into his wet eyes, his breath coming out in ragged gasps.”

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Book:Legends of Andolin: Rising Tides
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