Phindiwe Nkosi Books & Quotes

“Fear manifested itself as a physical presence that seemed to dominate the public sphere. Time almost stopped. Even without confirmation I could sense that something had gone terribly wrong.”

Pain Death Time Fear Loss Brother Sad Murder Suicide Passing Grieving Wrong Right Suicidal Loss Of Love

Book:Behind the Hospital

Source: Behind the Hospital

“I don’t know what more to say... I did not follow up in the days to come. I did not, I did, I should, I could... Just like that, I let that entire ordeal go.”

Love Pain Fear Knowledge Knowing Gun Scared Confusion Scream Know Let Go Ordeal

Book:Behind the Hospital

Source: Behind the Hospital

“Like my loved one, I am convinced that we all have critical conditions. Battles that we undertake behind the hospitals, in lonely alleys, secret locations and sometimes public places that are out of reach to those who seem to care.”

Love Care Pain Fear Lonely Suicide Grieving Hospitals Help Helpless Hospital Alley Public Hospital

Book:Behind the Hospital

Source: Behind the Hospital

“Lately I find myself staring at people’s faces... I find myself frantically searching through the crowds for one face. I don’t find that face; I cry inside. Weeping for the identity I know no more.”

People Love Cry Broken Weeping Face Search Inside Weep Cries

Book:Behind the Hospital

Source: Behind the Hospital

“I could smell the food fill up my hunger before the order was even placed.”

Order Food Cooking Hunger Restaurants Restaurant Cooking Up Something New

Author:Phindiwe Nkosi

“The heart aches in brokenness as daylight awakens the pain of knowing.”

Love Book Pain Death Grief Tears Broken Best Seller

Author:Phindiwe Nkosi

“Instead of hating, my heart cries mercy! Mercy on me! Mercy on me! Mercy on me! It calls out to love in an attempt to save myself. I don’t want to be one of those people who live their lives with boils, septic wounds and broken bones bleeding inside.”

Love Broken Mercy Bones Wounds Help Bleeding Save Inside Attempt Bone Septic

Book:Behind the Hospital

Source: Behind the Hospital

“This book attempts to record a journey to restoration that applies to ordinary people like you and I. It is a shot towards healing. A step headed for a new consciousness. It emerges from a moment in time where all seems lost.”

Book Pain Faith Hope Lost Healing Consciousness Sun Moon Conscious Conscience New

Book:Behind the Hospital

Source: Behind the Hospital

“During the prayers of the day, there was one less “amen”.”

Pain Death Prayer Loss Broken Mourning Mourn Incomplete Departure Prayers Amen

Book:Behind the Hospital

Source: Behind the Hospital

“This book is written in a barren period of loss with an attempt to move forward towards substance.”

Pain Hope Fear Loss Nothingness Nothing Barren

Book:Behind the Hospital

Source: Behind the Hospital

“The point of departure is a lack of explanations.”

Faith Hope Fear Fearful Hopelessness Point Of Departure

Book:Behind the Hospital

Source: Behind the Hospital

“You cannot shine if you are unused, for then you will rust and deflate.”

Cant Rust Shine Cannot Unused Deflate

Book:Behind the Hospital

Source: Behind the Hospital

“We are designed to dance. To use our bodies as weapons of grace, beauty and intrigue. We are designed to stretch until we master growth. To replace old dead cells and be physically renewed each moment. So challenges don’t destroy us, they just should make us dance more swiftly and passionately. For when we dance we please God. Especially when we dance in brokenness.”

Love God Pain Passion Fear Broken Lovers Holy Dance Fearless Brokenness

Book:Behind the Hospital

Source: Behind the Hospital

“I found that when it hurt, sometimes the most effective response was to feel the pain rather than wish it away or pretend it was not there.”

Love Sometimes Found Wish Hurt Pretend Away

Book:Behind the Hospital

Source: Behind the Hospital

“I realized that whilst crying over the loss, the living did not seem adequate because they were not my loved one. The room full of strangers hurt me profusely. Even as I saw thousands of young people; I felt incomplete and more saddened because the one I wanted to see was buried.”

Want Pain Young Death Hurt Grief Thousand Sad Stranger Separation Mourning Buried Incomplete Bury Profusely Sadden

Book:Behind the Hospital

Source: Behind the Hospital

“Instead of hating, my heart cries mercy! Mercy on me! Mercy on me! Mercy on me!”

Love Life Heart Pain Death Hate Hope Fear Cry Broken Birth Mercy Betrayal Mourning Lover Betrayed

Book:Behind the Hospital

Source: Behind the Hospital

Phindiwe Nkosi Books

Behind the Hospital

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