“i am not thankful as i should be...i want to grind my knife into my heart but i don’t have the heart to do it...please find me (i’m invisible)” FearViolencePoemDespairInvisibleSelf LoathingSelf Hate Author:Scott C. Holstad
“i’m sleeping next to no one or no thing except the mirror and the only thing i see in the room is the reflection of the person i despise the most” PoemDespairIsolationReflectionsSelf HatredDistortionsAlone Quotes Book:Shrapnel Source: Shrapnel
“I look at the world like frost in a windowpane, confused, unseeing, and I wait for a solution which will never come. I see the world through eyes glazed over, searching for relief from the ungodly pain. Fuck the stigma. I just want normalcy.” PainPoetryFearDespairEmotionsMental HealthConfusionStigmaNormalcy Book:Cells Source: Cells
“we dream of peace and tranquility, the day when we no longer despair but our self-imposed angst cannot be avoided. we can't run. it won't go away. the noises i hear in my hell are very real and i'll continue to exist in an interested sort of anguish, looking for bloodstains on acid free sidewalks.” PeaceHellDreamsDespairAngst Author:Scott C. Holstad